Everyday...

Jolene was a bad girl today. She made another tiny mistake today. SIGH. Forget it, I'm like always repeating my mistakes. Never listen again :(

I swear I haven't felt SOOOO damn hungry at this hour, and I ate like a pig for the day please. Drats. All 4 meals okay?! ZZZ. Don't know why lar, my stomach is like filled with my burning gastric juices. :( I don't know why but I felt so damn awfully tired today too, right after work actually. During work was fine.. but the moment when I sat my legs to rest, I just collapse and died or something. HAHA. Was an awfully long day as well. School at 10AM all the way till 3+ .. Talked to Baby for an hour or so and off to work. Yawns. I'm also mentally tired. I really can't think anymore.. I seriously can't be bothered by whats happening around me. I have my stupid life to trouble already. Yawns... Can't help but you can just say how ignorant I am. Hey.. Ignorance is bliss. :) Alright time to hit the sack. School work after rise and shine. Then APEL at 3PM, and yep lecture at 4PM till 6PM! :0 Sales Management, I'm coming yo. :D

Gosh, I downloaded like 10 plus chinese songs. I'm addicted to chinese songs now! And I regretted downloading one damn song. Really stupid to do so. Now I'm like emo-ing by my own, listening to that stupid song. HUFFS. Good night. Always a better day, when you open your eyes. :D Though everyday... I....... But....... sigh who cares! Even you fuck cared, so? :/

男人不该让女人流泪。。

Tea overdose.

This is really bad. I'm down with a cold and it's seriously not of any help 'cause I'm rushing SOOO MUCH work right now. I need to digress awhile before I go insane. I had green apple awhile ago, with a cup of hot tea, to keep me on the go. The pile of work is multiplying like bacteria, think that's why it has gotten me. Deadlines later, Friday, and next Friday. Urg. TESTS. PRESENTATIONS. EXAMS. ): Bad timing.

Things to do (losing track, too much work):
-finish research for cs
-1pg summary for cs
-executive summary for a&p
-crm, crm, crm
-presentation slides
-scripts
-study for summative test
-DANGS. So many things to do in just 1 week. And a DAY. DEADLINES ): Against the ticking hands.

(back to work, enough of distraction.)
To shut it all off and make a run for the door.

Believe me..

I'm better. Much better. Recovering from the flu.. With the help of a box of tissue. (: Today was the er.. 2nd day of work. I think Fel and I did a good job today okay. It was only our 2nd day, but we managed to open up our own counter. Yay(: But with a lot of help from the seniors, they are such lovely ppl. I love Vignessshyy to the maxxx(: HE'S SO DAMN NICE TO US NOOBS. To hell with the checkout sup. lar. Damn ass. He almost made us OT w/o pay la, I think. Tak bolah bodoh (my melayu not bad eh?). ZZZ. Tell you no time to take over next shift, still want us to work till they come back from break. Infront got enough counters to support okay. Darnarsehole. BLEAH. Anyhooo, I made lotsa friends today. Woooopee. Overall today was a good day and a good day we didn't make a lost. Yay. Nice customers are love. I like the uncle who banged into our counter. SUPER CLASSIC. Couldn't stop laughing my arse off la, please! LOL. GOODDAYYY!(: Hmmmm. Was damnnnn late for band la. 'Cause of tht darn arse checkout sup. Kiss my toes la, you moron. But band was the usual bore. I heard that they're going to send me for auditions for concert if I keep skipping band. Not like I want to. And ya, I know you're not trying to make life difficult. It's only the best for you, me and the band and Ah Tan. Fair for everyone, yadah. Okay? I understanddd. Dinner was GREAT GREAT GREAT. I really had fun bandits. Seey'all later loves(: I want my advertisement put up A.S.A.P, Seehua. Lol. BEAMS. Good night.

I do admit, I really miss you.


I dare you to move.

Missing.

Now I know where my emoism and emotional crisis comes from. Mom. All inherited by my dearest mummy. Yup. We cry easily, though she's worse and can cry over sad korean drama shows. I don't. I cry whenever I'm angry or like really depressed. We are also both very emo at times, we have the same thoughts like when we feel that no one cares for us. Hahaha, she truely is my mother. Speaking of mother, Mother's Day is around the corner! Keep in mind(: Go make your Mummy happy!

I've been trying so hard to survive out there, slogging away the last month of my holidays. Being in an environment so unfriendly and unfamiliar is really a bitch. Like fuck the world and all the damn fucking imbeciles. Brainless mofos!! Having to put up with their shit?! WTF MAN. I'd rather kill myself! Seriously, I'll fucking smash shit on your FUCK FACE one day! Damn it! Oosh is a fucking place to work at, filled with a fucking management and fucking people! THEY CAN ALL JOLLY WELL GO FUGGGGGG THEMSELVES. Sigh... Working there is no different from being tortured. I think you've to be charismatic and have the X-factor to stand out and really save and defend yourself when yo get yourself in trouble or deep shit. Hmmm... If not you can jolly well go and die like me. Lol, just kidding. Still grateful to the colleagues who bothers to teach and care. The only precious gems of that fucking dirt trap. You imbeciles are lucky to have them! And you treat them like SLAVES! TSK! The management are seriously unworthy of. Fuck! Go jump down your fucking rooftop or bridge and just die. Get it? DIE, you fucking dickheads!

Hahahaha. I swear I haven't been so vulgar for so long, can you believe it? I even scolded CB like a gazillion times? Eee... So indecent and unlikely of me??? HEHEHEHE. But sorry, they really make me wna hurl profanities. Sigh. Anyway, enough of ranting, I'm disgusting myself. HAHA.. Whatever. Still considering whether to continue working after hearing those disturbing things the boss and sups did from Pris. /: SIGH!!! MONEY! ): ARG...! Talking about Oosh ANNOYS me. S: But I have to destress before I slit my wrists. LOL. Nonsense. Nonsense. Nonsense. I think that's about it, luh. Have got to go! Ohhh it's going to be a longgg day tom. Kumon, lunch, (concert?), Corvus' dinner and PISANGS' CHALET! (: Sighhh.. I'm tired..... And meaningless. Disappearing for a long while.

Sigh. Rain.. And again. How disturbing.
Everyday's like every other days, I'm fine without you.
The one I loved the most? Hmmm..
I'm holding on by letting go of you.